Terribly miserable...

When I switched on the radio 15 minutes ago, I heard Nicole's song.

I started crying.
And I kept crying...

I feel terribly miserable.

As much as I want to be strong...
As much as I want to prove to others that I am capable at work...
That I am ok....
That I am not affected by the other person...
That I can manage my life without love around...

I have to admit, I am not ok at all.
I can't pretend to be unaffected.

I can't handle the tremendous stress at work.

I can't stand being alone.

The last time I cried so hard, Love held me in his arms.
His tshirt was wet and stained with my make-up.

Now, I only have Baby Taz...
But he's always smiling,
And his arms are so short.

I can only feel the cold wind against my skin.