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HAPPY NEW YEAR, Everyone!!!

It's the start of a brand new year again! It's time for a new set of resolutions to try and keep.

1. I want to put in more effort in my studies.

2. I want to have a healthier lifestyle. (exercise MORE and eat LESS junk food)

3. I want to spend more time with my sister and parents.

It's tough in an OCS school. At first, when Jason was describing his day, I thought it was just less fun, more scoldings, more punishments than in BMT. But, on Saturday night, when I went to his mini supper gathering with BMT friends who were now in other camps, I realised what Jason is going through now is totally crazy!!! Only 5 mins to queue and eat his meals, less than 4 hours of sleep everyday, impossible timings to do their things and even when they are asleep, they have to be alert because they may need to fall in anytime. I feel so ashamed. For the past 2 weeks, I didn't treasure the time when he called. Sometimes, I would bore him with things that were just so trivial. There were other times, when I would worry and complain about those minor minor things. Instead of making him feel better, I gave him more troubles. :(

I just hope he will receive his air force contract within this 2 weeks so that he can leave this hell-like place. If there's no news within this 2 weeks, he would have to suffer for another 8 more months. Poor Boy... He's working so hard for our future, I must study harder! "Baby, you are not alone!!!"

Here are some of the photos I took during Christmas...