Why am I like this now???

Yesterday, I met my pri school friends to celebrate Huili's belated birthday. Details can be found in the 2nd half of Shaun's blog entry on 13th March. Haahaa! I am too lazy to type everything out again. However, I'll continue from where he stopped. Haha!

After we all left Serangoon Mrt, SL (being a gentleman) said he wanted to walk me home since my dad wasn't free to fetch me home. Rh suggested SL send me home with his dad's car since he got his license. I didn't want to, cos I was scared! He just got his license and I don have much confidence in him... hahah! Anyway, he didn't wait for me to react and he called back home to check if his dad's around. His dad, of couse, didn't agree and in the end, his dad (and his mom tagged along) sent me home. Oh my gosh!!! I was so paiseh! They purposely got changed to send me home from the MRT. SL told his dad that there wasn't any bus from the MRT to my house which was totally untrue. hahah. Pengz. Traumatised! I don't think I will ever wanna go to SL's house liao.. hahah! Please do not have your birthday celebration at your house, if not I think I will not gooo.. hahah! oops :x

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Anyway,

I seriously think there's something very wrong about me. I hate myself...
for...
Being paranoid (overly sensitive),
Being easily irritated,
Showing my unhappiness most of the time,
Being easily sian,
Being pessimistic most of the time,
Being so ji jiao,
and a lot more!

I love my old self, the one back in Cedar...
Bubbly,
Cheerful,
Forgive and forget easily,
and others (can't think of anything now)

But see... I don't know what has happened to me??? I want to be my old self.

Give me 1-2 more months. I can do it! =)