stupid and pathetic...

Someone declared his liking for me.
Should I be happy.?
Hmm...don't know...
I don't think it's the right time, after the previous attempt.
Or maybe not the right person.
Maybe if I meet one who I can really trust and love, I will go... I dono...

Why is it so hard to forget some things?
How I wish that high fever will just erased those 3 years of memories.
Any future scientist?
Can do me a favour?
Invent something known as memory eraser can?
hahah! I am being lame..
Haiz..

I talked to him on msn this afternoon.
wanted to tell him Im blocking him forever cos I just cant control myself whenever I see his msn pic with his new gf,
but ended up chatting with him.
I told him how I felt for the past 3 months,
and he said he did think of our past.
But he didn't mention missing me.
Maybe he was just happy that there was someone for him for that 3 years,
he didn't really think of me.
Sigh...
He reminded me that he still believed that if there's fate,
we will still be together after a few years.
I know I will be stupid to believe. .
but... but...
I don't know...
I really wanted to believe him...
Sigh....