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Arghhh...!!!

Sorry... Just feeling a little sian, useless and vexed.
Reasons why I am feeling so shitty:
1) I have a lot of stuffs to do.
2) My 2nd marketing quiz is onli 11/20 and it is 15%. I failed my 1st marketing quiz even more badly. But I really did study for this test!!! Sigh...
3) Things just don go my way (e.g my marketing quiz.. Have been working on it since 2 weeks ago then keep facing a lot of problem.. Sigh.. Think I am damn suay.)
4) I don't know what I wanna major in. Thinking of marketing but my results are so bad laa... *Confused*
5) Listening to 93.3 fm and they are playing super sad songs.. Haiz...
6) Watched dvd at Joy's house just now with Clare and Joy. I forgot what the movie title is... but the lead actress was actually sobbing very loudly when the lead actor dumped her. Joy and Clare were laughing at her... but I didn't cos I think I wailed even louder that time in my bedroom, in the bathroom and while doing my stuffs. Haiz... I even threw all my things about, and hit my bed until I thought I am going to make a hole in my bed. Yeah... it's real... You might think only dramas have it... but nope... it happens in real life... to me... maybe I am the only weird one.. but I really needed to fa xie.

I don't know... I am just having one of my mood swings or maybe cos I jz drank beer... feels like I am jie jiu xiao chou. Whatever. I think I am going to stop going out and do some serious work. I have wasted enough time.

Now, Lin Jun Jie is introducing his 2nd song, Yuan Lai on the radio. He mentioned that the worst thing that can happen during break up is when the other party doesn't feel anything. I feel so sadddd... Me feeling so terrible after the break up but he doesn't feel anything... maybe he was busy thinking of how to win the other ger's heart... sigh... whatever....