My Last Day of Unemployment

Thought I would enjoy my last day of unemployment but then... haiz...

We may seem to be very close... but then maybe not... maybe just closer than other siblings? But one thing for sure, we are drifting apart... Ssad... Vvery ssadd.. So what if we sleep together? talk once in a blue moon? I am still not contented.. When someone's attached, I would even have to share my tiny portion of her time with someone else.. People! don't let your loved ones join sports as their CCA... it will take up ALL ( not most) of their time.

A typical day( even in school holidays) : Late morning, she wakes up then she hurriedly prepare her stuffs as she have to meet her friends for lunch (if fortunate, might be able to eat breakfast with her). Zoommm... off she goes! She'll be back soon... around 6,7 pm... '''-_-. Eat dinner together (but we don't talk) then watched tv for a while then she'll go up to the computer room and use the computer like nobody's business until she goes to bed at around 12-1 am ( that's when my mom nagged at her to stop if not I think she'll only slp when all her frenz are goin offline..) Sometimes when I want to tell her about my day, it feels like I was talkin to the wall, though there's occasional 'mm!', 'orh', 'uh?'

And what's the point of us slpin together when we don't talk b4 we sleep. Even worse, sometimes she dun even want to slp with me.. how sad... I feel jealous whenever she has chalets or sleepovers at her friends' houses... they are probably closer to her than me. How sad... how sad... how sad... how sad... how sad... Actually come to think of it, she only talks to me when she doesn't have other choices like when we are on cruise, when she cant use the computer, when she cant talk to her friends on the phone.. How saddening.. and whenever there are updates of herr life, they are always very shockin! never sae never sae... when she sae... suddenli got this news. I bet I am always the last one to know among herr friends... even when I get to see her everyday.. Anyway, I hate volleyball coaches...!!! they are dumb ass...! and if you( ya you readin my blog) are one of her schoolmates or cca-mates.. can you please return her back to me.. or at least don't take up so much of her time... let me have them?

Promises are made to be broken, aren't they? I wanted to swim today since this is the last day of unemplyment. She told me she would be back by 3.30pm.. So I waited..LIAR!!! 5.15pm.. no news from her at all, I decided to give her a call. She told me she was eating and would be back soon. So if I don't call, she would not come back? As compensation, I asked for Old Chang Kee.. my favourite soft sotong... she have to call to confirm? Doesn't she know? Ohmy, and because my mom sae nvm la.. jiejie jokin, she left the queue without my sotong!!! Ya... I am petty.. not even compensation for me.. how sad... worse... she don't even know herr sister's favourite food is soft sotong? oh my...