Tired....

KiddyGer just wants to be a 小女人 ... Always being pampered and loved. Protected under your comfy 'wings' ...little actions like playing with my hair, giving mi a little pat, putting ur hands around my waist warm my heart... I love you and I am afraid of losing you... thatz why I try all ways to motivate u when u are down. but you are not motivated... im sad... you are sad... I am afraid I'll get tired....i don't want and I am scared...

When I needed someone to talk to. My sister shuts mmi up with one of her sarcastic comment, hinting me to go away and don't disturb her... I am sad...I am very sad... Lala and I have drifted since she enrol into Dunman High... I feel I am drifting with 'you' too.. I am really scared... very scared...

I had 2 presentations today. Both suck... the 1st one I read from the que card and was embarassed when prof asked me a qn that I couldn't answer. Then the 2nd one... I repeated twice... I forgot my speech for the 1st 2 times... and I had to read out my script the 3rd time... I am so disappointed... I have prepared for this presentation and had memorised everything... but it still turn out this way... why?

Nitez... im tired... very...