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Not a very good day...

I was so damn stressed and scared of my BGS test at noon. It was the most horrible thing that happened to me so far in my life I guess because I didn't know what to expect from the test and I don't know what questions would be asked and most importantly, it's 30%!!! Anyway now that it's over, I am so relieved...

When my test was almost over, I heard vibrations, and I was wondering whose phone it was and how irritating it was. Then I start to wonder if it's mine. the vibration stopped so I went back to my questions and tried to squeeze mi memory cells for the extra information but then the vibration started all over again. I was really hoping that it wasn't my phone because in all, it occurred 5 times. It was Wang BaoFa!!! He gave me 5 missed calls! I was really pissed with him so I called him immediately after my test to 'niao' him. I know I was a little harsh. I am sorry baby! At that point of time, I was really angry...

Then we went to Suntec for the PC fair. I wanted to buy a retractable mouse after seeing Weju's cute mouse. Fafa took me round Marina Square for a tour under the hot sun because he didn't know the way and he took the longer route to Suntec. It was only half way round Marina Square that I realise that he didn't know the way. Anyway I didn't buy it anyway because it was a little too expensive and I wasn't certain if I need it.

After that we ate dinner with lime juices and sauces spilting all over our clothes. All thanks to me. Hee! As time was still early, we walked around. We saw this new shop "The Life Shop", which is very artistic. When we first walked in, we felt like we were in a house. I liked the interior design, it felt homely and fascinated with the way they arranged the products that they were selling alongside those furnitures. The products that were sold were different and special. If I ever have a chance to have my own home, I'll probably buy their products.!

And at the end of the day, in my dad's car, I put my ring (our ring) into my pocket and when I reach home, I coudn't find it. Sigh! Sorry baby! Fafa is also very understanding, he didn't blame me, which made me felt even worse. Sorry! So many unlucky things... What a day....:(

It's not easy being in the middle of a couple, especially when one is my buddy and the other is someone whom I feel can give her happiness and love. I just wanted my buddy to be happy but I guess I am not helping, I am sorry. I don't want to lose a friend or a buddy. Shouldn't have got into this in the first place. nitez...